Sometimes
I wish I wasn’t me.
I wish I was a shallow
little girl.
(Then you could
love me better way.)
Who falls in love
with the man like you
and believes
that you are the God.
Sometimes I wish
I didn’t think of
the purpose of the life.
I wish I was a plastic girl.
Dressed in pink a blondie doll.
Instead, I wake every day
with boundless power in my veins.
Pray to the Lord
and hone the skills of the game.
Whatever happens,
I’m always on track.
Challenge which make sense.
Hustling what makes life intense.
Sometimes I wish
I baked you a cake and
obeyed you not only in the bed.
But what would that be?
I would betray myself.
I go to the new country
and soar up again.
Fifty new men who
don't make any sense to play.
I wish I loved.
I wish I was plain.
A.
