It's twelve o'clock, I write my verse...
All land is dwelled in missing...
The stars, the Moon, the universe...
Eternal things that didn't change its meaning...
The flood of thoughts:
It's twelve on the clock,
Time is floating with tick-tock...
I'm sitting in my room
dwelled in missing and the gloom.
I'm looking at the burning candle
and reborn with its flame,
feeling the deep kind of sorrow:
18 years have passed in vain!
Brief moments of happiness
are washed away!
I'll never have the same again!
The life without cry!
So close people who can't lie,
The girl so funny and shy!
I'm looking at the fame
Remembering one of those days
When my life was careless and bright.
The land of Hope and Sunrise,
the days of real Paradise,
The time of eternal sparkling light!
We haven't lost our Child's hearts!
We've simply grown, having left calmness!
But how to get it back to us?
How to return our loat parts?
The Time Envoy:
"No one can be The Master of the Time
no one can make it slow or speed up its run...
No one can stop it, braking the eternal law,
no one can be born or dead once more!
No one has force to turn it back,
It must be so, no one must lack...
No step back now and dry your tear
Be wiser and you'll see all clear!
The Future has a lot of pretty things..."
"I fear to lose my own Child's wings!
They give the power for my dreaming..."
The Time Envoy:
"You have, you won't lose.
It is no use for fearing!"
But life is short! But time runs fast!
It changed the present into the past!
We're powerless! We'll never win!
"The Child will live with you within!"
But all is gone! Those years are lost!
How they were kind! And what they cost!
"But you have gained your life for living.
Create! Search aims! Discover feeling!
Don't long for all, behold creation!
Who dreams those need not reincarnation!
Are you the one? So why am I still here?
You need not my help! Good night my dear!
You'll find all answers if you try!
Live happily and prize your life!"
14.01.08
