Actual title: Had I gone there’s nothing changed
Life turns down, getting up.
Death is coming, Lord, I know
Why’s the scenery around
Melting gradually for show.
If I’d gone there’s nothing changed,
That’s the only thing I felt
Could capsize my poor being
For the benefit of hell.
Wish you know my time’s come.
There’s no way out, there’s no way.
Changed my mind, but that’s been done.
Killed myself and gone with glare…
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The first day of summer...
2008.