Again
my distant grief
from dire memories
calls disbelief.
I fall
before my enemies.
my demon is
the lord of the Abyss.
We're kin
My emptyness
and you, and me. Until
some doctor heals.
Forgive
bad qualities of mine.
No guts to kill
them all. Until it's time.
I hope
the day will come.
I trust you just enough.
Be no more dumb
Give up
Tell all in clearest way
raise up your thumb
or kill me here today
I can't
do things for my
own self. Need someone else
to be alive.
To reign
my will, respect submission
I'd do my best.
That's all. My last prediction.
I teach
myself to change
my fate. My demon's stronger.
I engage
Myself
to win this endless war
I move along.
No One to win it for.
I long
for "don't know what".
Is that my sort, just greed?
Or empty word?..
Are you
the God or you're the Girl,
the One I need.
You maybe just a whore.
14.06.11
