my death car is still holding on
somewhere in the dark
sorry mom
i've missed one
two
three
million times missed
i've lost myself
i know you believed in me
but it isn't enough
and I feel sorrow for
the worst thing
my pain couldn't vanish
your pain
so why do we need children?
a child
cannot atone for sins
cannot become the infinity tense
sometimes it's better to surrender
but you didn't
why?
