Childhood (II)

It  is  still  me  in  my  own  room.
It’s  still  my  face,  my  voice,  my  sense…
But  why  has  the  world  become  like  gloom
when  I  have  left  my  homeland  fence?

Why  did  the  world  loose  all  its  paints?
It  became  grey  and  pale…and  dark…
I  saw  those  who  forgot  the  saints…
I  understand  we’re  all  like  sharks…

Someone  will  wish  your  pain  and  blood,
Someone  will  take  all  that  is  yours.
Someone  will  hurt  your  Child’s  pure  heart
With  the  sharpest  arrow,  someone  will  curse.

Two  years  ago  I  was  so  gay.
My  heart  was  filled  with  hope  and  love.
It  seemed  those  feelings  were  so  simple.
But  what  the  value  they  have  now!

Sometimes  I  want  to  turn  back  time
And  to  return  my  naïve  view…
But  those  all  are  just  dreams  of  mine.
It’s  make-believe,  I  aware  anew.

We  have  no  forces  to  get  back
Those  all  sweat  days  that  in  the  past.
I  understand  I’m  not  the  same
like  long  ago…Time  runs  too  fast.

It  runs  and  we  are  just  surprised…
how  short  our  time,  how  short  life  is.
The  time  is  running,  we  only  change.
time  takes  all  that  we  wish  to  be  with.

Oh  how  I  long  for  my  lost  kind…
I  was  so  little  without  fears.
I  got  all  that  I  tried  to  find.
I  happily  lived  with  my  own  dreams.


And  I  believed  they  would  come  true…
With  things  I’d  always  wished  to  gain.
 But  Paradise  is  lost,  it’s  gone.
I’ll  never  be  the  same  again!

àäðåñà: https://www.poetryclub.com.ua/getpoem.php?id=55265
Ðóáðèêà: Ñòèõè, êîòîðûå íå âîøëè â ðóáðèêó
äàòà íàäõîäæåííÿ 20.01.2008
àâòîð: wishmastress2007