There's no regret, no pain, no sorrow…

There’s  no  regret,  no  pain,  no  sorrow,
May  be  I’ll  die  even  tomorrow.
May  be  you’ll  be  somewhere  else,
May  be  you’ll  never  anywhere  guess
That  I  was  yours  &  simply  couldn’t  live,
I  simply  couldn’t  ever  forgive
All  those  lies,  all  those  betrayals.
You  never  listened  to  all  my  prayers.
I  always  prayed  you  to  be  simply  near,
Near  my  heart,  and  sometimes  simply  hear,
Hear  my  words,  my  fears,  my  regrets,
But  you  only  lied  &  smiled  without  breath.  
Why  are  you  so  rude,  cruel  &  faithless?
Why’s  your  behaviour  so  treacherous?
You  never  loved  me  but  used  every  day
My  feelings,  my  blood  &  even  my  ash-tray.
What  for?  Aren’t  you  tired  of  this?
Don’t  you  remember  Judas’s  treacherous  kiss?
You  are  that  Judas  whom  I  blindly  belived,
Who  in  cold  blood  without  pity  my  love  killed
And  after  that  decided  to  rest
And  become  calm,  easy,  posessed
By  something  good…  Isn’t  it  funny?
Don’t  you  think  I  find  you  be  honey?
Everything  comes  &  everything  goes.
And  all  my  feelings  will  melt,  I  suppose.
05.04.10                                              14:49

àäðåñà: https://www.poetryclub.com.ua/getpoem.php?id=182444
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äàòà íàäõîäæåííÿ 08.04.2010
àâòîð: Talia